Thursday, 29 October 2015


If you follow me on Facebook or Instagram you may have noticed last week I shared some rather big and exciting news. But I'll share it again now.

I'm pregnant!!!!

I'm now 17 weeks along and I'm due around the 8th of April next year.

I've had a lot of sickness over the past number of weeks, so much so that's why I haven't been around here. I get headaches looking at screens for too long (which is slowly getting better) and I've just been wiped out from illness (thankfully I did miss out of the throwing up part).

Its been hard to process the fact this is really happening, growing up you always think one day I'll have kids but it's now actually happening. My tummy is getting bigger (which is big adjustment) and annoyingly my depression/anxiety has been greatly playing up and now that family, friends and work mates know I'm getting inundated with advice (not all helpful) and people won't stop looking at my tummy, which feels quite awkward.

I've been living with a lot fear since I found out, it gets so bad some days that I struggle to breath or function properly. After experiencing the heartbreak of 2 miscarriages last year it's been hard to get overly excited this time round. I know this time is different and I'm further along than I ever got with the other 2 but it's still there in the back of my mind "please don't lose this one".

The hospital I am going through has kindly set me up with a community nurse who will help me through out the pregnancy and then until the child is 2 years old. She'll check in on me, talk with me, help me with things I need, then once the baby is here, help me learn how to settle the baby, feed the baby, do health checks and help me cope - and all this for free - thanks NSW government. They are also offering me free counselling too, so that I'm not going through this alone.

It's so wonderful to know that hospitals take post/prenatal depression seriously and offer amazing free support, yes it feels strange to have to rely on others for help but I want to give my baby the best chance they can have and myself a chance to enjoy this new life.

I've started prenatal yoga nearby and it's an amazing experience. They really focus not just on keeping you active but helping you connect and bond with your baby before they've even arrived.

It's going to be a journey and a half these next few months and beyond. I'll be sharing my ups and downs along the way not only to help myself but in the hopes of helping others too.

How did you cope with your pregnancy journey? Please share I'd love to hear your insights.

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Thursday, 1 October 2015

3rd Blog Birthday

Today is my 3rd Blog birthday - Happy Birthday to me!!!! Ha ha!!!

Wow it's been three years since I wrote my first post. I'm so glad my writing has gotten better since then.

It's been great fun and I've gotten to connect with a lot of fun and lovely people. I've learnt so much and I've changed so much too. I feel like that I've discovered more of me and who I am and what my purpose in this life is.

This has been one of the first things I've really stuck with for so long and so consistently too.

Thank you all for following along and journeying with me.

Here's to another 3 years.

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Sunday, 27 September 2015

Spelt Strawberry Muffins (wheat & dairy free)

Summer brings berries and berries means Strawberries - the best berry around.

What better way to enjoy them than wrapped inside a yummy muffin.

Spelt Strawberry Muffins

3 cups spelt flour
1/2 cup castor sugar
1/2 cup brown sugar
1 tablespoon baking powder
125g dairy free butter, melted and slightly cooled
3 eggs
1 cup soy milk (or another non-dairy alternative)
250g punnet of strawberries chopped

Preheat the oven to about 200 degrees C.

Line a muffin tray with liners.

In a large bowl sift together flours, both sugars and baking powder.

In a separate bowl mix together butter, eggs and milk.

Add the wet mixture to the dry mixture and mix till combine, then fold in the starwberries.

Spoon into the muffin tins and bake for about 20 minutes.

Note: you could use any berries for this mix, raspberries, blackberries, blueberries or mulberries even. Also for the liners I used "If You Care" large baking cups, they are around the same price as other baking cups and but are better for the environment. So now you can bake and save the planet at the same time.

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Sunday, 20 September 2015

Screen Addiction

I've heard of screen addiction before but never really thought much about it as I didn't feel I had a problem with it. I wasn't like my friend who spends pretty much every waking hour playing online computer games, or like my other friend playing on their phone while you’re talking to them. I didn't do any of that so I was fine, right? Well actually - no I wasn't (sad face).

Recently I've been getting a lot of headaches and it’s not my eyes as I get them checked regularly as I wear reading glasses (have since I was 8) and it wasn't sugar headaches as they feel very different to the ones I've been experiencing – so what was causing them?

I noticed they were worse Monday – Wednesday when I’d come home from work. You see I stare at a computer screen for 8 hours each of those days doing data entry, I rarely get to take my eyes off the screens (we have 2) or get breaks from my desk (except lunch time then the TV is on in the lunch room), then I come home so exhausted, I'll turn on the TV to zone out while playing on my Iphone. Then on Thursday – Friday while working from home for my other job I'll be on the laptop most hours and playing on my Iphone when I wanted a break, then on goes the TV at night. I didn't realise how much I was staring at screens until I decided to do a little experiment and step back from them for a bit.

Yes I can’t stop using the computer for work as its part of the job but I can control my other uses. When I started controlling my other usage it hit me how dependant I was on them, especially for entertainment. I love reading and being creative but always felt like I didn't have the time, um actually I did have the time I was just poorly managing it. I catch myself reaching for my phone so often to help pass time and I'm now asking myself do I really need to use the phone? I'm starting to go hours now without touching it and not really care. With my work from home job, I'm making list of exactly what needs to be done and setting myself time limits to get the work done in, so I'm now getting all my work done in less time as I'm not going onto other websites to play around and waste time. I've even unsubscribed from many email lists as I realised I was never really reading most of them anyway. Now my inbox is smaller plus I'm actually leaving some unread (which is huge).

Also since I've been doing this my husband MJ started to realise how much TV he was watching and getting distracted by, that he’s now curbing his screen time too.

It's taken a couple of weeks but I'm finding the urge to pick up the phone is finally getting less and I'm able to pick up a book or something creative and not feel like I'm missing out on something, plus the added bonus is my headaches are getting a little less often.

That's one of the things I really found out with cutting screen time was I always felt like I was missing out on something if I wasn't on the computer, watching the TV or using my phone. I'm not quite sure what I was missing out on but I just felt it was big and important. Since taking a step back I've found out I was missing out on more by using them instead of being out there doing other things.

Do you have screen addiction? How do you manage your screen time? 

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Friday, 28 August 2015

My Life

I want to live simply, slowly, mindfully, with low impact.
I don't want to be caught up in the ways of the world, I don't want to live for materials, for wealth or for the glory of being busy. 
I want to live for Christ and spread His love and message throughout my daily life. 
I want to treat the world with the respect and care God asked us to do at the beginning of time. 
I want to lessen the chemicals in my food and products. I want to reduce my reliance on plastic. 
I want to raise my future children with a loving and caring mindset for people and creation. 
I don't want to live by other peoples expectations, I want to live by mine and more importantly by God's exceptions. 
I don't want to get caught up in what the world says I should be doing, what works for others doesn't have to work for me. 
I want to be remember by one phrase only "she loved" 

How do you want to live? 

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